Enough is Enough

Enough is Enough

For years I dreamed of nothing but you.
These dreams are what got me through
things that you didn't even know were happening to me.
Things that will never let me be free.
All those years I stood by you, no questions asked.
Shouldn't that loyalty be repaid at long last?
Things are not the same as they once were.
My life is passing me by in a blur.
I'm not living my life because I'm trying to play your game.
I hoped that with time things would change but it's all the same.
I'm through with living my life by someone elses rules.
My emotions will not be the toys you use as tools
to play me time and time and time again.
You will not make a show of my pain,
built on the building strife between me and you.
The person I've become is something unheard of and new
and someone I wish i had never met let alone become.
I wish more then anything I was like you, completly numb
but I have a loving heart and I refuse to give up living for some guy.
I'm not weak and I won't hold back when I say a final good bye.